Its a rainy day in Penang today..

Lets talk about something that resembles the weather today..

Probably my feelings?

Though we had left high school and SPM about like already half-a-year but I'm sure the results is still daunting many of us..We all knew its the A+ that matters..

And because of it,my dream of going to overseas will be left a dream forever..I can't blame anyone but myself,for not studying hard enough..SPM left a deep mark in all of us..Just look at Ken Yung,he is still blaming himself till the very day and then last night he was telling me that he is going to study till late midnight again this and that..Yeah can't u see he's blaming himself?Meanwhile me..I already like sort of give up in studies already..I don't do it for the sake of interest anymore..just for the sake of exams..

Its all because of SPM..

Its SPM which changes our life thoroughly,indirectly and literally..

I went through so many nights of sleepless nights thinking about my future from the day I got my SPM results and from the moment I knew I didn't get JPA scholarship..My future..is full of uncertainties..

To my friends which got offered to overseas,congratulations and you guys are really lucky and of course,you all deserve it as well.I hereby,wish all of you the very best and may you all continue to excel.

SPM is like a cut that left a deep wound in my heart and it will bleed for the rest of the life.

Motherhood

Hey hey I've touched down in Penang :)

Damn,came back all the way from KL to eat Cheok Suah's laksa but turned out,that fella never sell today cis..

At first we wanted to drop by Ipoh for its famous Bean Sprout Chicken Rice but a change of plan at the last minute so no chicken rice nor laksa sob..

Haha reminds me of one of the peribahasa(s) that I've learnt in high school..

"Yang dikendong berciciran,yang dikejar...ok la I give up la I don't remember anymore lol..

It's okay..I've got curry fish head for dinner tonight ;)

Oh my aunt's tummy is already so big!!

I must say,motherhood is smtg that I must and want to go through in the future :)

Yes yes,of course not now..Some day later when I'm already married and financially stable to support my kids :)

My upbringings reminds me of those mums that I do not wanna be when I grow up.

I will try to be there for all the times they need me..be there when they fall as they learn to walk..be there to console them and tell them everything it's okay when they're upset..

Give them appropriate advices as they come across important junctions in life..

Be one of those cool mums..

Be one of those understanding mums..

There when they bring their first boyfriend/girlfriend home..

Love them unconditionally..Shower them with care..

Yeah you might be thinking I don't look like one but like I said,my upbringings reminds me of those mums that I do not want to be when I want grow up..

I'll make my children the happiest and luckiest kids in this world :)

Motherhood..is really something very cool and meaningful to me

First post

Hi there.Testing testing 123... :)

Blogging has never been something new to me and I already have been doing it for the past few years.Just that I feel like starting a new blog all over again.No idea why.

Well,in life we shouldn't stop ourselves from doing what we want.Follow your heart.How many 10years one have in his/her life?There's no way we can say this anymore one day later when we're bounded by family,kids and carreer.

Okay so back to serious matter.. hi hi :)

If this is your first time here,

ahem let me introduce myself.

I love introducing myself ;)

The girl here is Debbie KYX.I love food a whole loooooot especially Japanese cuisine.

One of those girls that can leave house without make ups and with t-shirt and jeans on.Actually can even walk out of the house without combing my hair.Life definitely isn't a bed of roses for me.That's it!

I wish to leave everything here and go for backpacking holidays to explore the world at the other end..

So that pretty sums up who am I

Oh yeah being oversensitive remains one of my biggest drawback till this moment..Don't know..I'm just born with too thin epidermis,perhaps ;)

One of those people that can joke and laugh along,warm and friendly :)